Wanted

now, it is real, I'm totally alone.
I don't like crowd, actually I'm afraid it. I know people couldn't live alone, we all need friends.
Some of people who know me, they all like to ask me a question, do you have friend in new place? I always answer yes.
I like to talk to people, but I'm also afraid making new friend.
I always don't know how to 'treat' friends. Neither too close, nor too cold ... I never know how is the right treatment ...
Actually, I never really trust people.